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im numb.
losing myself,
but never giving in.
just wishing there was someone to tell me im worth something, and im doing it all right.
that im not insane and that there is sense to all of this.
this is me, this is what i have become, and always have been.
help me. save me.
just please tell me there is someone who understands..

i just dont know anymore,
and i hate to say it, but im my worst enemy.
i have so much self hatred sometimes..
just dont know how much more i can take..
breaking me down.
more and more.
just stop and let me wither away..
because this is what i want more than anything...
and i WILL take it, because its always worth it in the end.